Tomorrow is nigh

Recent days been tough
tough in all senses
that its been a struggle
to make ends meet
its been a struggle
to keep brain cool
its been a struggle
to keep calm

but life has not stopped
not for second it lapsed
to bring about stillness
that at times I so desire
instead, commitments increased
expectations reached new highs
with so many dreaming so much
though at times these expectations
the love and the affections
and the confidence and the well wish
has made me wonder
at times felt like blasting
for I found all these overpowering
perhaps I should say overwhelming

the expectations and desires
the dreams and the desire
all I found like a burden
that dis-empowers me
pushes me to the edges
to enter despair, to leave hope

but one thing has not changed
and the courage and the strength its given
has not change
the needs and the worth of it not changed
instead, increased and became more valued
its my faith, my belief in my god
for the faith in HIM hath pushed forward
to keep moving, with head upward
it allowed me to be free
from depression and deceit
it allowed me to dream, to find energy
to hope and believe that tomorrow is nigh!